Monday, November 28, 2016

Ode to the pufferfish

I once caught a puffer fish
With jowls like a toad.
I wanted to let it go
I wanted to set it free,
Free to swim away to the depths of where it came from
To meet another puffer fish and have puffy puffer babies
(If that’s what puffer fish like to do)
But they all said no: So hideous it must die
No one wants a puffer fish reproducing.
So it hung there gasping at the end of life’s cruel rod,
And no one deigned to even touch it
So I dug my scaly heels into the firm wet sand,
Curled my fins against silicone particles of resistance
Until the fish dropped frenziedly from the hook
Its body bruised beautifully; a savage mouth
That might have called for help if it didn't remain so silent"
A hostile, black fuck you from the puffer fish
As the waves they came and picked it up
To carry it some way, temporarily aloft but bereft
A lonely puffer fish, battered by the swell
With bulging eyes ogling its tormentors on the shore.
And the ugly puffer fish wouldn’t swim
As they all kicked shells at it,
Threw wreathes of seaweed around it,
Like a pyre for a life under no circumstances to be lived.
And I stood there urgently, calling it to swim
As its proud body swelled and seethed in anger
Her pearlescent scales reflected my sadness
For this ugliness drowning in the safety of the shallow water


It could be like this all the time but 


it's like this now and


that's enough
Tv Dulls my senses
Defalcates my soul.
A type of troll,
I watch life play out
pixelated–an anaesthetic, 
Diuretic for any worthwhile thought
Zombie zombie
Within without - 
I have no clout;
The lives of others hypnotise
Paralyzed.
Otherwise


I live.

Tuesday, November 1, 2016

The Hyrax

Malingerer
Malingerer 
Harbinger of 
Abandonment; 
Like Aristotle 
shot at dawn, yet - 
(What’s round and dull
But Sharp all over?) 
The answer is: 
a hyrax! You! 
Never expected that!
To see, to love
To hear, to die
Bubble bubble
Double double

Instigator! 
Mewling Traitor!
Oleander:
The pink, the white
Pretty!
Quickly
Poisoned.
Chastened?
No, No!
Breathing
Heaving
Searching
Fleeing.
A Rat
A Rat
You run 
the maze
An hour
or days
Unexpected.
Shock!
No, no 
reprieve
Til the hyrax screams
Are you there, please
Aristotle?
The rustling leaves.
The time for dreams
I can’t get out.